i send my SOS to the world- this is my message in a bottle.

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A Different Reflection in the Mirror

I do not write anymore.

Not the way I used to.

I don't talk to friends.
I sing sparingly.
I don't dance- not in clubs or even by myself in my room anymore.
I've started to drink tea.
I have become quieter, shy-er, but not more introspective.

I stopped reading.

I am a different version of myself, and I wonder if this is a permanent change or a temporary, passing state.

It's been 6 months.

7:02 p.m. - Wednesday, Sept. 13, 2006

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